Yes, yes, I know I've already posted tonight...

Of course I know that I've already posted tonight, but looking at Facebook, and talking to Clare on MSN, got me thinking about something that has been bugging me, and seeing as this Blog is the only way I can at least TRY to understand whats going on, write about whats bugging me, whats made me laugh, made me sad, made me laugh so much it hurts etc etc, oh and the only way I talk about something without my friends getting annoyed and telling me to shut up, you do know that kinda HURTS, in there <3 <--. But I guess you don't really care now do you? But I don't care that you don't care...Well...Maybe I do...Only a little though...:'(

Anyway, I found an old friends page on Facebook and I was like, OK, what exactly have I done for him to hate me so much, to completly ignore me, not even look at me, it really does hurt to think that someone can hate me so easily, all I want to know is, what have I done? What have I done to anyone? I'm sure I've done nothing, if I don't like someone, or have nothing nice to say to them, I just don't talk to them...

Wow, this post is really bringing up emotions that I would otherwise like to keep locked up, because if my Mother saw me cry... well...

Oh, and what exactly do you get out of insulting people, threatening them and throwing coke+flour/eggs over people? These are a FEW of the questions I ask myself everyday, and never find answers... If I wrote down the amount of questions I have bubbling out of my skull, I would probably be here for days, and so would you, reading them, if you don't get bored in the process and actually care enough to read them...

*heart rips in two* :'(

I think thats all I wanted to say, if not I will blog again tonight, haha, ah, don't you love me :').

Bye xx