ahhh, life, why do you hate me?

Yesterday, hated it.

School was boring, i was my normal self, wanting to be on my own or with the besties. I got convinced that the best thing to do was to stop talking to the guy I really like... in my oppinion, BAD IDEA! But I don't know what the right thing to do is :S.

I got home and waited for him to log onto MSN, and then waited for him to say hi to me, I didn't have to wait long and I replied saying "I don't think we should talk anymore". He asked why and I said I think it's for the best. I deleted him.

I was also on Facebook at the time and he started talking to me on there. It was hard enough without him carrying on talking to me. I cried. GREAAT! He keeps saying he's sorry and that he likes me and asking me if it was someones fault that I wanted to stop talking to him. And then a certain someone on facebook started commenting on my status and the guy I like started sticking up for me. It made me feel so much worse. I'm not sure if I can acctually trust him, what if he does what he did before, again? How much would that hurt, again? Will I still like him like I did after what he did to me, AGAIN!?! I wish he never started to talk to me, my life was complicated enough...

So... today, I went to London on an art trip to the Victoria and Alburt Museum, YAYNESS! I got some pretty awsome pictures of the artifacts (might put them on my other blog for you :) ). Me and my friend Esther had loads of fun, especially on the coach, ahh, funny times :). I want to go back :(. I did some good drawings too :D.

I got kind of bored after awhile, and sat around doing nothing untill my teacher walked over and told me to get on with my work, grrr, anoying, I enjoyed sitting aroung taking pitures. I LOVED the fact we could take pictures, it's one of the few museums you can take pictures in, the lighting was sooooo BAD!! And the flash ruined some pictures, but ohh well, they are still good :). Some of the memories I got today were HILARIOUS!!!

Well, anyways, LOVE YOUUUU! byee xx