meh, life is mean, but friends are great :)

well, the last few days have been alright,but some of the things that have happened to me, I really wish hadn't.

Ugh, this guy-not naming names-really wants me to forgive him for what he did to me and my two best friends. I really don't want to and hopefully I wont, I'm still going to talk to him because I'm stupid and too nice to be horrible to someone for long-at least it lasted about a week :). I mean, I thought he was really nice, and I thought I really liked him, and I still do, no matter how much I want to hate him and not like him anymore, I can't. He makes me laugh so much and he is so nice to me and makes me feel good about myself. But the thing is, he liked my two best friends aswell, and really hurt our feelings. He said that he would do anything to make me forgive him even though I don't want to. I really want to slap him for what he did but I can't. I just can't.

Yesterday, well me and clare went to town together - such a good way to talk about problems and have fun, love youuu clare :P - and she didn't loose her bag!!! YAYNESS!!! Anyways, two certain people thought it would be very clever to pour coke on us and throw flour on us aswell but meh, I don't care, they are children and they will always stay like that, they are immature and will never grow up, they have the mentality of a five year old. To be honest they need to get over themselves. We got most of it off our clothes and we enjoyed the rest of the funny things going on in Chelmsford!!! OH MY GOD! It was so fun :P, I want to go back! But I have a shockingly small amount of homework to do today. YAY!

Ah, I was in a really weird mood last night and im still in one now, which is really bad, well, bad for me anyway. Oh, and a friend who I thought hated me doesn't!! I was so happy when he said no one hates me, it made my day feel remotely better.

Thursday, forgot to tell you what happened that night. My Great Nanny Dora died, I feel sorry for my Great Grandad and the rest of the family who misses her so much. It must be really hard for those who knew her well. I'm really upset, but I've never really spoken to her, I'm a very shy person, even with family. I would go to her funeral, but ever since my Great Uncle Sonny's funeral, I can't handle them, they make me depressed - I know you are supposed to be sad, but I just loose it and it goes too far - so I'm not going to go, even if it would get me out of school if I did. RIP Great Nanny Dora, we will miss you dearly xx

Anyway, I don't think that I have anything else to say, so Byee xx